No one available to help me
It's currently almost impossible to get a GP appointment at my surgery. I had a mental health crisis in December (currently on waiting lists for psychiatrists/psychology) and was directed to 111 because 4 minutes after the appts were released at 2pm they were all gone. 111 passed me to crisis team, who passed me to community health, who took 24 hours to get back to me. I ended up drinking alcohol to knock myself self out (doesn't take much)as it was the only way I could keep myself safe. I have never felt so alone: at a time when I really needed to speak to someone familiar there was no-one available to me.